Say the thing out loud. Anonymously.

We are Married, But I feel alone. Two years into our marriage, and we barely talk about anything beyond daily life. We share a home, a bed, and responsibilities but not the connection we once had. I keep telling myself this is just a phase. But deep down, I’m scared this is becoming our normal.

I have always been known for being a bit of a size queen. I only go for guys packing at least 7.5 inches because anything less just doesn’t do it for me and leaves me frustrated. That’s been my rule for years until this wild trip to Portugal last week completely flipped my world upside down. I hooked up with this cute 24 year old Irish guy after a night out. He was sweet and a bit shy which honestly threw me off because I’m used to dudes whipping out their massive cocks like trophies the second we’re alone. We got back to his hotel and he didn’t waste time pushing me down on the bed spreading my legs wide and diving in with his fingers and mouth. Fuck he devoured my pussy like he couldn’t get enough sucking my clit and hitting that perfect spot inside me until I exploded squirting all over his face and soaking the sheets. I was still trembling when he finally dropped his shorts. His dick was tiny maybe 4 inches hard and really skinny. I almost laughed but I felt bad since he’d just made me cum so hard so I dropped down and gave him the wettest sloppiest blowjob I could. I wrapped my lips tight around his little shaft swirling my tongue all over the head and took him deep easy. He only lasted like a minute before he groaned loud and pumped his load straight down my throat. The next morning I woke up dripping wet and horny as hell. I slid under the sheets and started sucking him again getting him hard quick. One thing led to another and suddenly I was on top guiding that small cock into my soaked pussy. I thought it would do nothing but damn I actually felt every inch of it. Not the usual intense stretch I chase but this steady warm rubbing right against my g spot that felt so fucking good. I started grinding on him slow at first then faster riding harder as the pleasure built up crazy fast. I came so hard my whole body shook then kept going and came again even stronger soaking his cock and thighs!!!

I met my current partner on a dating app while I was still married. We had two months of texting before I finally left. I don't regret it and that scares me.

I'm in an open relationship and I actually hate it. I agreed because I was scared of losing him. It's been 3 years.

I told my therapist I was over my situationship. I'm not. I stalk his Instagram twice a day.

I'm 41 and I had my first real orgasm this year. With myself. I cried after.

I secretly went off birth control 8 months ago. Nothing has happened yet. I don't know what I'm hoping for.

I found out my partner watches a very specific type of content online and I've been trying to look like the women in those videos for 4 months. He hasn't noticed.